I haven’t put any thing on here for a while now which is probable due to the fact that I have nothing to put on here. So I thought I would do this journal just to say that I have done some thing.
. Well I mean I have just come back from a holiday in Holland. That was fun although we spent most of the time in Germany. The reason being for this was that we where staying in Vaals near Germany so we took advantage of this and made our way into Germany for most of the week we were there.
I don’t know what else to say now I have not done much apart from. Oh I know some thing I can talk about I have 2 more days till coll starts and I can’t wait for it to start It will be notice to see every 1 again I have not seen most ppl for the whole 8 weeks and I must say I , I have been bored out of my mind. Not only that but I am still single and I keep seeing all theses beautiful looking ppl that are way out of my reach. Excep there was this one guy just b4 I went over to Holland that was eyeing me up in tesco (a large supermarket firm) and he was really cute and my friend mich pointed him out to me. But I found out he liked me but he had a boy friend so I was gutted. Nether mind that is life I will find love one day . in the mean time I have the love of my friends and that lasts for much longer any relationship I know of in my circle of friends. Apart from mb that of beth and kenji which met over the net and are now a couple.
One saying that makes me feel better is an old roman saying, “where there is life there is hope”. And another saying I like, “it is better to be hated for what you are than to be loved for some thing you are not” the last saying is telling me I should come out to my parents about being bisexual but I shall leave it till I am ready.
I think I have said enough for one night so
Blessed Be
to all that watch
